“She let out a laugh, and then
she put her hand over her mouth, like she was angry at herself for forgetting her sadness.”
I'm Maddie. Fifteen. New Hampshire. I'm a sad person but i'm very good at hiding it. I have generalized anxiety disorder, body dysmorphic disorder, avoidant personality disorder and depression. I am a self-harmer. I'm extremely nostalgic. I've come to terms with the fact that one day I will probably commit suicide. I miss my Dad. I love and care more about people than people do about me. I'm extremely paranoid, and I trust nobody. I use the word lovely a lot and I get told often that i'm like Cassie from UK Skins. But, my ask box is always open if you ever need anything. Stay strong. <3
1 day cut free.
"There is something so terrible about the way that I love you. I love you in crashing waves and unexpected passion. I love you in aches and pains and mood swings and distance and doing my best not to care. I love you awfully, I love you terribly and horribly and I am trying to not love at all."